Winter Lilies

I’ve been waiting for 24 hours now for them to come get my car, and I’m still waiting. I called them yesterday morning and they said they had run into some problems, but that they would still come get my car. I called again yesterday evening, and they said that they might get over here last night or this morning. Well here it is just after 10am and I haven’t seen them yet. I want to call again, but I don’t want to be annoying, and bugging them with phone calls either. The lady I’ve talked to seems very understanding about my impatience, but still…..I don’t know what to do!!! I have to get my car taken care of, so we can find out how much it’s going to cost to fix it….and then I have to deal with getting Dad’s car taken care of. I can’t really progress through my week without my car being taken care of first….

I am so stressed out right now!!!!!!!

I am thankful to be doing this weight loss surgery entry, as that means I’m done except for putting in a quick update.

I’ve never thought about having this type of surgery, but I know people who have. I can see the advantages and disadvantages to it. I would have to carefully consider the pros and cons before I could make such an extreme decision, but then I’m not a fan of Doctors, hospitals, or surgeries.

I can see the advantages of the electronic cigarette. With smoking bans going statewide in several states, Kansas included, the electronic cigarette is rather a nifty invention.

One of my brothers got one. I don’t know if he’s still using it or not, but he was doing really well at quitting the regular kind. I know I should quit, for health reasons as well as for financial reasons, and perhaps I will be able to someday, but now is not the time.

I keep runninng across this link, www.reducebodyfat.org, and keep thinking that I should go visit the website one of these days to see if they have any helpful hints on losing a bit of weight. However I have yet to actually do it. It seems lately that I have been incredibly busy, and yet it’s more of a case of being busy waiting instead of actually doing anything. Hopefully that won’t be the case much longer.

Maybe what I need is a female fat burner. I am a bit disappointed that I am regaining some of the weight I worked so hard to lose. I know it is from the inactivity of the winter, and confined places. I know that I will once again lose the weight as I become more active outside, and after we move, but that does not ease my disappointments right now either. However I have much more to worry about, try to deal with right now aside from gaining a few pounds.

I wonder if an hgh supplement would be any help in reducing stress. Things are hard right now, which you’ll see if you go read my other blogs. Yes, things could be worse, I know that, but that doesn’t change how hard things are right now. We try to continue to look on the bright side of things, but it’s hard sometimes!!

I remember one of my cousins had to get a treatment for acne from his Doctor. The over-the-counter medicines didn’t do anything to help clear up his face. I have always been thankful that I didn’t have that problem, and are hopeful that the girls don’t either.

I am having a bit more of a problem with it right now, because I’m not able to shower and wash my face as often as I usually do, but I know that will clear up as soon as we are able to move again.

If I don’t move soon, to where I don’t feel like I’m contained in a cardboard box and to where I can move around and get some exercise I’m going to be looking for not only a belly fat burner, but more like a full body fat burner.

No, it’s not a case of anyone saying we have to stay in the trailer, it’s just that we don’t feel welcome in the house. Perhaps we are, but it just doesn’t feel like it to us.

I would like to say that life is great, perfect, couldn’t be better, but that would all be lies. Everyone wants to move soooooooo bad!!! I’ve been looking for weeks, months, to no avail. This past week I plastered posters everywhere I could think in an attempt to find someone that had a place we could rent. Unfortunetely I haven’t had one single phone call as a result. Spirits are beyond low at this point, but we just try to keep hanging on, and we keep looking, and praying and hoping that something will turn up.

I am ready to cook and clean my own place again. Ready to have free access to the computer, instead of having to come here to the library. Ready to have more space. Ready to be able to do what we want, instead of what’s only allowed. So ready to have Chief out of his muddy mess so that we can work with him, and play with him.

Feel like crying every time we have to go back to that place.

I don’t know if I have the cheapest car insurance or not, but I know with all the time I have dealt with my insurance company I have never had any complaints. Even after I had my car accidents, they did not raise my rates, even though I was expecting it. Their rates are reasonable, and they have awesome service, so even though I might be able to find somewhere cheaper, I’m not sure I could find the same quality of service, so I will stick with where I’m at.